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Monday, June 21, 2021

I’m not a pawn, don’t play with me

Sunday, June 20, 2021

I’d like to fly away now

I’m wasting away in this waiting game,

you have fun all you want, while I whither away.

I’m done playing. I wasn’t born with all the luck.

I’m FUCKIN HERE & I’m lonely, so fucking bitter & I’m Tired AF.

I’m not built to be alone, I need love, hugs, touch, affection shown. I need to feel it, need to give it, when I’m alone, I don’t want to live.

But you’d all rather watch me crumble from a safe distance.

While I’m trying to stay positive at the expense of my emotional resistance.

But it’s like telling a starving child to have some gratitude, & wish for food...

MAYBE he might eat..

That’s how I feel every day.

But you none of you would get that, anyway.

I feel like a bird locked in a cage, but you’d still expect me to fly away to a safe place.

When you don’t understand someone’s limits nor their pain,

yet you expect them to accept it til their circumstances change,

but what If you’ve done everything for YEARS in your power,

just to watch it all fall back into place & start back at square one, start all over?

Wishing and hoping won’t change when you’re TRAPPED,

I need someone to open the fuckin latch.

But here I just sit & wait, tweet & repeat,

Waiting for someone to fucking notice while I melt in this heat.

#freebritney

Thursday, June 10, 2021

🏆

YOU GOT THIS 🏆🙌🏻

I gotta tell myself Every Day.

Now I’m telling You!

👑

This is for the people that ACTUALLY care.

Monday, May 10, 2021

Love Hacks

All up in my head,

Sheets twisted in my bed,

Squeeze my body pillow tight,

Tossing & turning half the night

Every Day lonelier than the last

Even when I can't escape my past.

Pent up anger, rage & constant fears

Too much holding back my tears

So like Craig David, I just walked away

Took several years, til finally ONE day.

Nothing could keep me in that pain,

of that constant emotional circling drain.

Now I just look forward, Never looking back

Had to kiss a few frogs, to learn a few Love hacks.

Had to stand up to mistreatment to regain my Own Power

Many Meditations in the Midnight Hour.

Coming into my own Like I've always meant to be

Finally fucking FALLING IN LOVE WITH ME.

Now I just Express that love in any way I can,

to the people who will actually love me for who I really am.

I still have my bad days, sad days, low days

I still have no one to ease the stagnant energy flow days

I still have thoughts I can't escape

But instead I blanket myself IN my own Love Cape.

To save my own heart, my soul from cracking

"just gotta keep your chin up & keep to that love hacking

not to CHANGE others to fit YOU, but to hack the bad moments,

from coming between you. "

444th Post (some unpublished)

#lovehack #lovehacks #sparklep8nter #sparklep8nterpoetry #poetry #poem #loveyourself

Thursday, May 6, 2021

Painting the Roses Red

To the digital-stalkers trying to use Aarons Roses as a way to make AARON look bad and call HIM a stalker, DON'T Paint his roses Red, please?

🤦‍♀️ at least make it a little less obvious that you stalk Nick 😂 https://t.co/cXCnj1sjaO pic.twitter.com/lkdqNzzKR0
— narcissistic ac (@narcissisticac) May 6, 2021

I know a few types of Roses because I cared for them most my life....

NICK most likely

has what's called WHITE ROSE OF SHARON TREE

which is in TREE form, TALL and ROSE BUSH on TOP like a tree...

it's a LOW MAINTENANCE plant so he doesn't even have to do much for it to be beautiful, it just makes him look great ALL the time.

"White Rose of Sharon (also known as Althea) tree packs a flowery punch in a small package! And it's low-maintenance, too!

This unique tree can grow all the way north into Growing Zone 5 and is resistant to deer and other animal damage. You'll even see blooms in drought conditions!"

Nicks NEED NO EXTRA LOVE AND CARE TO FLOURISH and they look OH SO PRETTY, HUH?

WHEREAS AARON most likely has what's called

WHITE ROSE OF YORK

which is a BRANCHED OUT ROSE BUSH that can be nourished and trained into big beautiful climbing rose bushes, want a gorgeous wall? get a White Rose of York..

In Fact, as is, Aaron's should be TIED BACK or get a nice trellis or they will go WILD & need to be TAMED like a LION.

It's also the ROYAL rose, rose used in Heraldry,

also a bit of interesting history, go look into the

WAR OF THE ROSES

(this is REALLY interesting... )

"While the rebellions lacked much central coordination, in the chaos the exiled Henry Tudor, son of Henry VI's half-brother Edmund Earl of Richmond and the leader of the Lancastrian cause, returned to the country from "exile" in Brittany at the "head of an army of combined Breton, French and English forces."

VERY interesting indeed.

then go watch Alice in Wonderland an chill the heck out, YA GARDEN SLUGS....

get your facts straight before you try to harass him...

That's just by my own personal knowledge of ROSES, STOP Trying to make AARON CARTER look bad. BECAUSE you just look silly....

Don't go Painting his Roses Red, THESE look like Nicks easy to maintain roses... HIS should be Red...